When Mick suggested a little Scottish Christmas getaway back at the start of last year, I wasn’t sure. For me, Christmas has always been spent at home, so I didn’t know how I felt about going away. We have spent every Christmas that we have been together with my Dad, and I was worried about leaving him alone. Since Mum has gone I feel like he is my responsibility, so I did feel a little guilty. However, the more I thought about it, the more I wanted to do it.