Feeling Lost In The Blogging World

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Recently I’ve been feeling a little bit lost in the blogging world.  I’ve not had much motivation to post or even take photographs which is not like me at all.  A lot of thinking has been going on as to whether my heart is in this anymore.  I don’t have a definitive answer, but I do still have a love and passion for what I do.

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When I first started Beauty By The Bunny, I couldn’t wait to write a post and would happily spend hours every day planning posts and writing them … lately, I turn on my MacBook to watch Real Housewives.  As soon as I do start writing, then the love comes back, but getting the motivation to start has been difficult.

http://ev-kirche-ergste.de/?debilews=frau-sucht-mann-lustige-spr%C3%BCche&737=d1 We all know that the past year or so has been tough for me and I have turned a corner thankfully, but there are still days where I struggle, still days where I am feeling lost.  Everybody talks about this blogging community, but for me, I just don’t feel part of it and I’m not sure that I want to.  I’m currently on a Twitter break as it is just the most negative place known to man.  It brings out a really shitty side to me and I’m better off away from it.  I don’t miss seeing the sniping from people who’ve never met me, nor the attention seeking tweets.  Not having the app on my phone has made for a much happier life.  My blog views have probably taken a nosedive but my mental health has improved massively.

http://wolontariatsportowy.com/fioepr/bioepr/2977 I have also discovered a new passion – illustrating.  As you can see from my page optionrally betrug Doodles By The Bunny, I’m trying to turn it into a little bit of a sideline and so far things are going well.  Sadly, some people have even tried to ruin that but I’m not going to let it spoil the enjoyment that I am getting from sitting with my iPad doodling away.  When I’m drawing I feel so relaxed and in a world of my own and I absolutely love it.  At the moment I’m picking the illustrating over blogging although I am trying to find a bit more of a balance.  You’ll see more illustrations appearing in my blog posts as I want to combine the two, so fingers crossed that you like them.

alguna pagina de citas totalmente gratis My blog relies heavily on the PR that I receive at the moment and over the past few months there have been a lot less parcels arriving.  Now it’s not the end of the world as I never started blogging for freebies, but it is frustrating.  I’ve been told of other bloggers bad-mouthing me to brands and PRs and I find that really sad.  You can’t really talk about being a Girl Boss (vom) when you’re trying to ruin what someone else does can you?  To be honest, if a brand would choose to listen to gossip off someone with a grudge rather than approach me themselves then I don’t want to work with them.  I’m lucky that there are some brands who have taken the time to get to know me and still support me.  Even if I received no PR I would still blog – I’d just have to be a bit more creative.  I don’t judge the value of what I do by the products that I am sent.

Over the past year I put a lot of pressure on myself to make my blog amazing and to post as many times a week as I could and I don’t want to do that this year.  Yes posting every day brings in more views, but I don’t want my posts to quickly become buried by new posts, so I’m going to slow it down a bit.  If I post three times a week then great, if I take a week off then that’s great too.  During this period of feeling lost, I’ve rediscovered relaxing, something that I haven’t done for a long time.  I don’t want to feel guilty for having a Netflix binge when I ‘should’ be blogging.  So things might not be that regimented and scheduled around here and I’m totally fine with it and I hope you guys are too.

http://irvat.org/oferta/budynek-e/budynek-e-2pietro/klatka-a-mieszkanie-14.html I’ve realised that my happiness has to come first and so far this year I seem to be achieving this.  I don’t want to be some superstar blogger but be miserable inside – I want to enjoy my life.  If this means taking a massive step back from social media, blocking people who bring me down, or taking a few days off every now and again then that’s what I will do.

get link When I take the time to really look at my blog, I feel proud.  It might not be the best blog in the world, I might not be able to feature all the latest releases anymore, and it might not even have that many readers, but it’s mine and I’m proud of it.  I don’t want to lose this feeling, so I’m going to do things my way.

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